high!!!

hahah quite high now! typing this while listening to leann rimes can't fight the moonlight~ it's quite a nice and catchy song anw. YES! a piece of good news! i din fail my physics! even if i juz pass by 1 mark i'll be just as satisfied and elated =)! that's wat i heard from my physics teacher, juz hope that he din remember wrongly heee or else the repercussions will be worse!

ya, din blog for kinda long due to blocks. and din have the mood to blog after physics spa, tues~ well, that day was high too! together with pei lin, jen, milly and eileen, we went to have ktv at tanjong katong! so fun! and it's so near dunman! our dearest dunman! was supposed to have about half of the class but many last min backout! next time cannot like that hor! anw, sang so many songs and i really have to admit that milly has a good voice. perfect pitch all the way, zai! i esp like hei se you mo and anata and chu lu!!! argh! then we went to dine at 1 of the coffee shops along the road and had our zhen zong katong laksa. yummY! we really relived those dunman days then; still rem me and my co mates will chiong there for lunch during our lunch break and chiong back! hahaha.. so corny~

then today,thurs, me and cf went to tam to meet pei shan cos she wanna discuss some chem + physics qns with us. ya, the last time we met her was during dunman concert be4 the hols. nothing much has changed and may be meeting her and ming jit tml at PS depending the time at which CO ends. hahaa, and got an A for math. ya, i'm juz left with the 3 sciences and gp now. felt soooooo much betta after noeing i did not fail physics. hee =)! wat a tough paper anw...


see my ugly smile!


i'm the zu jiao again. behind are the callafares.<-- how u spell that


my yan zi!


haha the 4 of them =)

finallY!

yeah! finally! this blocks have come to an end if not for tml's physics skill a.. but well, who cares about that?! hahaa! bio paper wasn't really a killer paper this time, but then it's a SPEED paper! i wonder if there's any school whose bio paper has a comprehension.. haha that's so funny. one of the qns even asked us to ans in our own words. hahah! such a gp question! ok, i hope for nothing but just to pass this paper too.

ok, went out with yigi and nic and accompanied nic to open an account + buy some sistic tix. ate this mudpie at ocbc, well, wasn't really nice and felt kinda queasy after few spoons. think it needs to go with mocha to bring out it's taste! wa such a gourmet. ahhaha...

ok, then went back to tam to have a haircut at jean yip. hahah! yeah got a nice massage there; helps to relax myself after these few days of torture. k, rather an extravaganza but still, think it's worthwhile. k, shall go and checkout tml's movie's timing yeah!

stupid blocks!

haiz, just had physics paper today! well, wat to say?? it's atrociously hard! i think i can barely pass, 1st time i'm going to face failure in 1 of my sciences. haiz...

well, had gp, maths, chem and physics over this week~ ok, i shall describe these subjects succintly.

gp: as usual, not my sub
maths: total giveaway
chem: v high standard this year but manageable
physics: atrociously hard!

haiz... i think my 3 sciences are really gone cases! well, physics was really crazy; was so sad after doing the paper. there's only 4 qns for structured but i kept skipping the qns! it's tooo hard! failing structured will be a definite; juz pray that my mcq can pull me up to allow me to barely pass. haiz~ chem's standard was super high too this year but ya, cos i had a little passion for chem, thus it was not as bad as physics! haiz, ok, i'm going to have a taste of failure already!

ok and bio will definitely be another killer paper, haah, that marks the end of my 3 sciences results. dun really understand why they come out sure hard questions to demoralize ppl. ok wateva, may watch jian gui with ah sai later~ need some stimulus be4 continuing biO!

magnolia

listening to this sad mp3 called 'magnolia' now while i'm typing this blog. it's a marvellous cello piece which can really bring 1 to tears...

today had co for the whole day from 9-7; was quite pissed with some ppl during the day and that's quite inevitable every fen zu considering some kind of members i have. but well, once again, i think my juniors are superb! cheers for u guys! a fun loving bunch who are always so keen to learn new things and able to accept others remarks. thanks =) all these are sufficient to stir nolstalgia in me after our syF! hope u guys will persevere with me =). it's really draining to stand there and fen u guys cos it's quite hard to get everybody's attention always, nevertheless, i'll put in my best.

hai, was doing physics current juz now and i suddenly thot of chang fang, an incredible gal who has accompanied me 6 years of school life? or rather co life? and the one whom i can play duet with; with all the mo qi and feelings, we never fail to reward each other with a fulfilling session! thanks gal~ =) and ya, thanks for helping me thru this arduous moment too... 5 months of tolerance be4 syf, kinda feat for any human rite... hahaa but ya thanks k! will miss u very very badly after syf, when we cant get to play any more duetS? cos we'll be busy with As? ok, the magnolia song which u have sent me is so darn nice and sad btw hehe.. good song man~ k la, good luck to ur future endeavours and As, my 6 year cellist mate=)

Stressed!!!

i'm so stressed!!! with so much work undone even after long hours of mugging! there's just too much for blocks! evil teachers! physics teachers are the craziest! topics to be tested consists of the whole of j1 and those covered during j2 for physics! 8-9 chapters for killer biO! and ya... chem teachers are the most understanding; with only 3 big chapters tested; the most easily accomplished job...

haiz... there's actually quite a lot to mug for gp if one really mugs it. venting all my frustrations here!! after meditating at home for like 4 days? tml there'll be co from 9-7, kinda long, ok but shall take it as a chance for me to relax myself by indulging in numerous duet sessions with chang fang but of course, hafta fen those 2 pieces with them 1st~ hahaha such a responsible me!

2nd part of blog

yeah! feeling so much betta now~ after hearing wat hui zhi said to me. ok i shall quote, "do not let your nervousness ruin all ur hardwork" and i find that so real so true! i'll really be a real ben dan if i were to ignore this sentence~! perhaps during a state of confusion, it's really hard to think of sensible things and all the pessimistic stuff keeps flooding ur mind. hmM! thanx so much gal! =) i will not let my hardwork go down to drain and i shall persevere! i'm going to DEVOUR u, blockS! haha, going crazy le..

danny boY!!

hahah this midi's so niceeee and touching~ played it during the 29th and 30th anniversary of dhsco concert! cello plays the main role here. still remember playing this for ttk during our 30th anniversary as a surprise for him to thank him for his patience and guidance all this while. time flies....

went to orchard yest with meng ni to shop for mj's n pam's present.. hahaha bought some stupid stuff for mj actually and it's my 1st time giving him such things! very corny ahahh! but ok la, close enuf to give those stuff.. =x... hmmm hope pam likes hers... fatigue started to set in when i reached home and i slept at an early 8.30pm till 8am today! wa best man! ok, this wk shall seriously be a mugging wk, to prepare myself for the upcoming blocks after this short hol! argH!! but ok... muz chionG~

DHSCO ROX MY LIFE! LOVE U!

today was REALLY REALLY REALLY a touching and wonderful night! what can i say? dunman CO really rox my life! went to dhsco concert today instead of hc talentime. actually, think it was quite irresponsible of me to leave those peeps and asked my junior to sub me, but still, felt that it was really worthy la... at least i get to relive my dunman days.

dunman dyb rox~! u juniors rox!

all the songs were so fabulously played. felt so touched when i heard qu yuan, hua mu lan and ji guan yu; tears welled up in my eyes but i resisted them from flowing. hehee... emily cried upon hearing ji guan yu. this dhsco spirit is juz soooooooooo strong, can feel it burninig in me when i was sitting through the whole concert. after dyb qi zou, we, the diyin seniors stood up and souted 'DIYINBU ROX!'

da zu

well, dunman really made 4 years of my live very fruitful~ the credit should go to both my sch and cca~!
when i was sec 1, i din really feel the passion for co and wasnt really close with my other mates.
during sec 2, we became closer
sec 3 was a turning point when we all went for our 1ST DAZU. wow, tremendous experience man, and slowly we took all the fen zu and dazu for granted.
during sec 4, our syf year~! had to practise soooo hard to get all the yin se and feelings right~ we cried profusely after syf cos the last note marked our last day in DHSCO.

the 2 old pals~ =)

looking back now, i really feel sad. how i wish i could return to sec 3 and continue playing for gong yan and syf, getting a solid gold always and having the honour of keeping our rank--1st in s'pore. i shouldn't have dreaded those fen zu and da zu back then and taken them for granted. i really really reminiscence about the past now that i'm in hcco. everything is betta back in dunman; gan jue, yin se, ppl's character etc etc. not to forget, some hcco ppl are still my close frens =) ppl like ryu, kok, derrick, cf, meng ni etc.

the senior basses with their teacher, mr lee


hai.. shush, shall stop the sad stuff. ok then we took many many pics~ even took 2 videos of ji guan and hua mulan~ the songs are so touching la! nobody can deny that! well, tok to my teacher too who had taught me for like 4 years? wa, time really flies. but i think everything happens for a reason, these 4 formative years have really made me grow up and cherish everything that i have then and now. without them, i wouldn't have such nice memories!

the pals who have accompanied me through 4 years of enriching co life~ we rox~

sui ran xin li suan suan de, dan shi zhe yi cheng le mei hao de guo qu, yong yuan yong yuan ji zai xin li. really really love u dunman and DHSCO and those juniors and seniors and my batch mates!!! MUAK!

the small dyb seniors family~

A levels result day~

wow~! today's the release of A level results. looking at those seniors, i can really foresee myself next year; the jittery feeling that i will get! argH! hate those feelings! can actually feel the tense atmosphere while i was looking at the seniors collecting their results. wa so many of them got 4As! HC did not bad this year, with 82% As for bio wa!! the subject which many S7 pupils fail to do well in our sch's block test or promos! still remember my senior told me only 1 person got A for bio during prelims. best! hahaha

well, saw some of my seniors, many did VERY welL! all straight As!! i really admire junyi and ronnie! 8 distinctions man! i wan that too!! well, guess these seniors really inspire me to study hard! ok! i shall mug real hard starting for now today! anyway, it's juz a short half year that we really need to focus and study real hard in order to materialize my hope of getting into a london university. shall not keep going out on fridays too. think i felt kinda sad when i see ronnie leave. dun noe y, miss him i guess! think he's really a very nice senior, quiet yet supportive. hope to see him more during co! miss those days when we pai lian with each other for tian lai hui yin~ din really grab the chance to have a nice chat with him... kinda yi han.. but nvm~ how big can s'pore be?

ok, then i went for CO meeting to discuss on those appeal cases... wow, really a great headache but yeah we've finally made our decision. yeah~ then, i returned home with kok chong and had a loooong chat with him on the bus train and bus at tam... we were toking about studies and etc ect, many things... tok all the way non-stop from newton to tampines! this 1 short year has really bonded us together i guess, haha... and we even gossip about E ahahah... some1 we dun really like.. oOPz =) ok la... A levels here i cum!!!